Hello world!

I'm really excited about starting to blog. Getting my thoughts and feelings out is good for me. I hope you're able to get to know me a little bit about me through this. The title of my blog is a title of a country song. I love it because I love being barefoot. I grew up on a farm. I had a nice pair of shoes for school and church and rain boots for the rainy and winter seasons. Other then that, I didn't ever wear shoes. I love the feeling of being barefoot, it's so freeing. If I have to wear shoes when I don't want too (like summerish/warmish weather), I'll wear flip flops or Toms or something that is the least amount of shoe on my foot.

I'm listing to country music on my Pandora as I type this. I have my room and my whole quad to myself because everyone went home for the long weekend and my roommate is spending the night at a friend's house, so my music is on and my light is on and it's 2am. I love being able to do what I want. I'm even going to play my Pandora all night and sleep with the window open. I love falling asleep to music, but I usually can't because my roommate doesn't like it. I guess I could use headphones, but it's not the same. I love my roommate, but it's nice to have space to myself every so often, just to be free to do what I want. I also love the cool breeze in my room. Let the cool breeze come in and wrap up in my blankets. Oh my word, so good.

I sat with Molly Rich and Lauren Manser at lunch today. We got to talking about what we want to do with out lives and we were then talking about my family. Lauren asked me about my family, so I told her a little bit. I told her about Scott, my sister Amber, my nieces and nephews and some other things. They started to feel really bad for me after hearing a little bit of my story, but I didn't want them too. I'm tired of people feeling sorry for me. I love that people have compassion for me and I'm glad to have my friends there in my off days, but feeling sorry for me doesn't get anyone anywhere, so it's not necessary. Anyway, Lauren asked if she could add me to her prayer list, and I said absolutely. She opened her computer, and asked me to write down all the names that I would want her to pray for, so I wrote down mom, dad, sisters, nieces and nephews. That was so incredibly nice of her. Knowing that they are praying for me and my family made me feel not so invisible and unnoticed as I do most of the time. I love Molly and Lauren.

I'm heading to Disneyland tomorrow for the whole day, since we don't have school. I'm so excited. I haven't spent the whole day at Disneyland in a really long time. It's gonna be tiring, but I'm still really excited. Oh man, it's almost 2am, I should probably go to sleep because we're leaving at 9.

Oh...one more thing, Kristen and I hung out a little bit tonight for the first time in a while, but she was tired so she went to bed kind of early. She felt bad, but I didn't want her too. She needed sleep. Anyway, we're hanging out on Saturday morning and afternoon. We're going to go to breakfast, stay in our pajamas, put on cartoons, and do whatever we feel like doing. I'm really excited about that.

Well anyway, sleep time. Sorry if my blogging is random and boring to you. It's just me being me.